Is it Love?

Eve 2/11/87 to T.A.

I ask for your help,
  But you push me away...
You asked me to leave,
  I begged you to stay...
All I see is darkness
  While you see the light,
I beg for your arms
  To hold me tonight.
You demand from me nothing
  When I want to give,
But I asked for my death
  So you beg me to live.
You say that you love me,
  Then you let me go...
You say that you need me,
  Then don't let it show.
You claim that you'll call me
  I stay up all night...
You beg my forgiveness
  I say it's alright.
You shove me around
  But I never stray...
Can this really be love,
  When you treat me this way?